I'm really getting more and more emotional nowadays.
Why is this coming to me now? What's really going on?

I just can't stop all the negative things that are circulating around my mind.

I kept doing work. I kept running. I kept sleeping.
Just trying so real hard not to think. But it's not working at all.

I can't believe that I even had the thought of ending my life.

No one will be there for me to open up.
They are just there for the sake of saying ' Hey I'm here for you '.

I can't believe that I'm myself this way. I want the original Kden back to me.

Someone please make me trust you.