Night was dark and raining tonight , but i still met up with dada after her tan-ing and new hair rebonding at hougang mall for dinner . Those pictures can show the new hair of dada and i have to say , she's looking younger . Somehow somewhere look like those cute little kids in seconday school . She sure look fresh now with a new hairstyle and a new look means a new beginning . x)

Chatted for a sometimes while she having her dinner and catching up with her is always so fun . Hope to chat again soon la !

Dada : In life what sometimes appears to be the end is really a new beginning .




Sunday was accompanied by guolong to town to look for one book in KinoKuniya . The book is the above one and some pages inside in . It teaches us how to style girls hair and seriously its worth it ! $25 T.T okay im broke now haha .

After that we went to Cathy to look at diamonds because i got a $100 vouncher off and manage to find some nice one . Some are expensive but due to the 70% promotion and can stack up using the vouncher , all became so cheap to me . I will go down again to buy soon !

Recently i posted that dada pass her TP and im honoured to be her 1st passenger on board ! Other than her parents of course . On the way to school , she went the wrong way when that was the route she took since her first day in TemasekPoly ! Goodness lah dada .

Went to lounge to join Log Comm for this coming OTC and met Ray for lunch . We HappyFeets-ed at TM ! Anyway , we took bus to TM cos dada said TM parking slot is to small , hard to park . I now wonder how she pass her driving . We still can take picture while she driving , this prove she is not concentrating ! Haha .

Anyway she sent me and ray home , and seriously her driving is good ! She drive carefully and sent us back home in one piece . Thanks dada ! Hoping for another outing with ya ! x)

I wanna congrats GinA mei and Dada for passing their traffic police exam ! Now they can offically drive a car , and it is such a small world that both of them are in the same slot .

CONGRATS !!

People are asking why are they not seeing me in school since the new semester starts and yeah , i decided to withdrawn from my course in TP last week . Although its a hard thing to do but i hope im doing something right .

Since secondary 4 , i was wondering if i wanna persue my dream and passion or follow singaporean style and go into a poly . At the end of O lvl , i had one of my greatest regret in life which is going into a a course in TP which i got no interest in . I went to TP for the sake of going poly and my friends . I struggle through my exams and im faring very badly for each exam i took . Since Sem1.2 i had been thinking if i wanna drop out and take the course i wanted but i was too afraid to open my mouth and do it .

Finally in Sem2.2 , I made the decision to withdraw from TP on the 3rd week . I had great advice from a lecturer of mine . She ask why i wanted to withdraw and after explaining that i got totally no interest here , and told her that my passion is to go for hairdressing . She told me to go for it , when there is no point spending money on poly and getting the cert but we dont use it when we grad when we go out to work . My decision was made on that day .

Most of my friends said that im like a idiot spending money in poly but leaving it without a cert and some even insulted hairdressing . But still , i decided to move on and hoping its a correct path in m life . Im glad that there were 3 friends of mine that are supporting me , and these friends are what i called true friends . Such little encouragement from them motivated me even more . One even said that im brave enough to persue my dreams which most teenagers dont . Thanks Marilyn , Diana and Ling . =)

For now , my plan is to get into the 2007 army intake and after my NS is done , i will persue my dream either in Kimage Hairdressing School , JeanYip Academy or Monsoon Academy for Diploma in Hairdressing . Someday , i hope that i will become a top-notch stylist .

Im already on the way to my dream and passion .


Beautify the world with Beautiful People

Misses ! Aww , a sweet kiss !

I had a good lunch with my beloved pohsuan on thurday break . She skipped her lecture to join me in lunch and i am really touched .
It has been ages since i met her and i remember that she was my date on valentine day =D . It was so great catching up with her ! As usual , she looks sweet with her 2 deep dimples . My dimple is defeated lol ! 1 hour of break is not enough so lets date out again soon !

No one , not in my situation , can appreciate my feeling of sadness at this parting . To this place , and the kindness of these people, I seems to owe them everthing . I desire so much to hold to every friends i had , but this just make me lost all my friends . For every friends i made , i gave all my trust to them but most seems to betray the trust . Rather , they turn out to be some 'friends' trying to make use of me . They took my friends away from my hands , and here i am , standing alone .

I know friends do come and go but why are the ones going away are the ones that i trusted most . This may be a stage of growing up but its really too much for me to handle . Why not just give me all the pain that you all are giving me at one go , please go off at the same time . I rather have no one in my life than to see each and everyone i trusted leaving me . I dont understand why friends look down on me , insult me , and whatever i do cannot be compare to them . Just leave fast alright . I cant take it with tears rolling down every night .

.. What loneliness is more lonely than distrust ?

I lived without feelings and emotions for this whole week ;

I swear like no other people business ;

I hurted alot of people ;

I lost them .

Sorry .