Spent sunday night together with the long lost dada ! Went to her workplace and waited her to finish work . She give me a receipt and we played some lucky draw and i got myself 2 $50 voucher on some diamonds shop .

We decided to go back to hougang for dinner as she's getting sick of the food at Cathey and PS . Before we took the train , i went to action city and bought a mug for my beloved GinA mei ! In the end , i bought another one for dada since it has been so long i seen her . She's really fickle minded about choosing the mug . Stand inside for like half an hour to choose on mug LOL !

Although dinner at hougang mall was only at the foodcourt , i enjoyed it and really did some catching up together . Hope that there are more chances to meet up ok dada ! =D

The mug for GinA !

The vouchers !

School ended pretty early on friday and i accompany GinA to some job interview in town . At the company which is located at Shaw House , there's a cute little cow soft toy that make her go crazy over . But its really cute LOL .

Shop around town to kill some time and saw shirley and eugenie at PS . Feel so good to see them as the last time i saw them was at PolyForum chalet .

Dinner was at Bedok85 with stinyray , lala , kangkong , barchormee . It's heavenly ! Haha , should go there often with more friends to enjoy and catch up !

O levels are coming soon , so good luck to those who are having 'O's . =)

School is starting tomorrow and its time to sleep early . Its like hell when im with books and teachers but it will be fun with my friends . =D

Timetable sucks with 30hours of lesson per week and without CDS . Im going to argue for one although the chances are low but i wanna clear my CDS fast . Im really not in the mood for school tomorrow . Hope it will goes on smoothly .

Family

When you think of your family, what emotions do you feel ? We all feel different emotions, whether it is love , affection , sorrow , resentment , anger , tension , grief , appreciation , or just confusion . One thing we all have in common is that the word family will cause us to feel some emotion .

Our parents were the happiest people when the moment we step onto this world . The joy of theirs can never be represented by words or numbers . They fed us when we cannot eat on our own . They taught us how to stand and walk . They taught us how to speak . They taught us what is right and wrong . They work so hard to give us everything that we wanted . They sacrifice their time for us .

But when they grow older in their teens , why are they complaining about their families . Why would they say that their parents dont even understand them abit and give them what they wanted . Why they blame their parents for being poor and cannot give those stuffs that the rich kids get . Why do they hated their parents . Why ..

When i step onto this world , im not in a rich nor poor family . Everything was so sweet until i went to primary school , when i finally get scolding and caning from my dear parents . There were once i was dragged to the park near my house and cane in front of everyone that passes by . From the moment onwards , i hated my dad . We never can communicate , and we will only quarrel when we talk to each other . I never think that much . My mum is the only person i can talk to that time .

Just this year , my dad got the last stage of nose cancer . The operation saved him . While we are in his room , he look into me and trying to speak but he cant . I tear-ed . The amount of tears that rolled down my cheeks were countless . From that day onwards , i promise myself to love my family before i lose them . After he was being discharged from the hospital , our family are more bonded together . But sometimes i will still have problems talking to my dad .

Recently , i was having so much stress for my paper and i decided to talk to my dad . At first , i apologised for calling and tell them that im not coming back to sleep the day before . He kinda scolded me and walked away . That was the time when i cried so desperatly , looking for shoulders . He looked back and sit down . Mum came out and we talk together . I poured everything out just to wanna know what they are thinking as my parents . My mum and dad shedded tears while looking at me . They encouraged me that night and my dad told me something . This was what my dad said : " Since when i never give you the thing you wanted . Since when i ever say a single NO . " . I knew i was in the wrong for being so demanding and said they never loved me . But now , i can see how they loved me by the words and action they did . I never regretted shedding those tears .

Parents are the first and the last to ever love us . Do not ever think that they dont understand us . Do not ever think they do not care for us . But do cherish the family you have now and live without regrets .

Why assume ?

Why make unnecessary assumption ?

Once , i told my friend not to assume because making pointless assumption make me lost alot friends in school . I dont wan anything like these to happen again , and of cos not to me again . She's thankful for the advice and im glad too . But due to another unnecessary assumption , we lost each other .

Bear this in mind , dont make any unnecessary assumption . Get the truth is better than assuming and regret it later .

Li : If ure asking how important you are , i can tell you that no words and numbers can ever represent how important you are in my life .

Until I found you there was no me
just a soul lost at sea

Until I found you I knew not love
you were sent to me from above

Until I found you my heart was broken
healed with the words you have spoken

Until I found you I would have never known
that love should always be shown

Until I found you there was no me
until I found you

Memories

Have you ever heard a song from long ago with so many memories tied to it that it made you cry ? And didn't you wish that you could go back into that time when everything seemed so much simpler and carefree ? Those are the songs that are the soundtracks of our lives ; the ones that bring back childhood memories , best friends , first loves , first heartbreaks , the memories .

Our life are filled with memories . The sweet memories make us smile when we think of it , we do not remember the days , we remember moments . Our road in life isnt straight , we do have ups and downs . Unless we remember we cannot understand . We do not forget the memories that are bitter , those parts make us to move on without making the same mistake again . We understand them to be a better person in life for yourself , your family and your fellow friends .As im moving forward in my life , memories keep coming .

I had a very sweet memory of a girl , when i get to know her online and meet her at plaza singapura after a while . I remember that time was my poly holidays .For 2 months , we have been going out everyweek for at least 2 times . Our fav. hangout will be at Heartland mall , Town , Marina Square and not forgetting our LJS . Everytime we go out , we had so much fun drinking bubbletea at heartland mall , eat long john silver together at anywhere we go . The days we shop together , the bubbletea we drank , the LJS we ate is full of memories on my life . All these ended in just 2 months , quarrel happen and we last met was the place we first met . Although we are not in contact now , but somehow i still wish we do can go back to the past like what we always do . These memories will never be erase from my heart .My Message : You can close your eyes to reality but not to memories.

Apart from me , i remember someone telling me about his memories with a girl . Although they are moving on , on the different way , i can see how much my friend is holding onto the memories they had together . But the girl broke her heart by saying to him ; " I want to forget these memories as they bring me too much misery " . Upon hearing this , i was wondering , are memories that easy to be erased ? No matter what , it will just stay in your heart and going on with your life . I just wanna prove that memories will never be erase from your minds and memories . Instead of saying they bring pain to you , why not think about how it bring the smile to you .

The Guy Message : It takes a minute to find a special person, an hour to appreciate them, a day to love them, but an entire life to forget them.

Memories may escape the action of the will, may sleep a long time, but when stirred by the right influence, though that influence be light as a shadow, they flash into full stature and life with everything in place . Lets us move on together with our memories in life , facing each with a little smile . Starting now , keep every memories of yours tight in your heart .

Regrets In Life

When one door closes , another opens ; but we often look so long and so regretfully upon the closed door that we do not see the one which has opened for us .

Thinking back the years , did we regretted anything ; did we live with regrets all these years . I believes for most people , they do regrets to things that they had done or said to themselves or to others . Sometimes , its good to turn back and see your regrets and make sure we have the right regrets . I would rather regret the things I have done than the things that I haven't . Maybe all one can do is hope to end up with the right regrets .

Although i live happily , but like most people i do have regrets in my life . I truely regret the sentence i told my mum while we are arguing .
" My friends are far more better than this kind of family " .
Upon the sentence end , i look up and i saw my mum in tears . From the moment onwards , i really regretted saying that sentence to hurt my mum . I know i had hurt her but i sincerely apologise from my heart to her . I hope she will understand me .

Another action that i had regretted is stepping into the gamers world . When i started gaming at 12 , i could not stop . I did not stop gaming even until now and i was a hardcore professional gamer from age 15 - 17 . This had seriously cause me to fail my O lvl and i had to even retake it . I stop as a hardcore gamer after i failed my Os and i reduce the hours i spend on computer games from 18hours per day to 8hours or less per day . But still , i cant stop gamer even until now when i failed my Poly subjects . I will eventually end up in Poly Year 4 .

As we can see , life is really full of regrets . Lets think before we do something or say something . Do something that we wont disappoint ourselves . Follow your heart and end up with no regrets .

Twenty years from now you will be more disappointed by the things you didn't do than by the ones you did do . So throw off the bowlines. Sail away from the safe harbour . Catch the trade winds in your sails . Explore . Dream . Discover .

Compaq AMD Pro-Gaming League ( CAPL ) Autumn Season Week 1 Player list is out . We have been playing DotA for all this while but we have taken part in Counter Strike this season instead . Its really kinda no link and our team is trying very hard to train cause we dont have any experience in competiton as well . Here are the list of teams ;

7evenNinjas.
SeKreT
Team Cube
eK.jSu
eK.cTx
MJK
Team.ReacXioN
Ehnma
x C e l
WwF.Minor
e.infiltration
Kaize
Team [R]
insurrectioN
Adverse.Gamin9!
Project.Sync

I was so shocked to see the list , cause there are so many good teams that i heard before . Those better ones are those that are in bold . Bad news keep coming the way , just a while ago , our last player might not be able to play cause of personal reason and we do not have our last player now . The rest of us were kinda upset and this might end our team in competition without giving a fight at all .

Good Luck Have Fun Team [ x C e l ] !