Everything is so different right now .

I went back to Montfort today and look for MrsTan . True enough , she looks older but still as naggy as ever ! Haha . Raymond wanted a testimonial from her and yeah going back brings back memories i guess . =D

Hope MOS tonight will be fun !

A real friend is one who walks in when the rest of the world walks out.

I guess i didnt had any of them . All had already walked out together with the rest . Friends always expect us to be there for us , and when I need someone to be there for me , I cant find anyone . Its all bullshit that they care or how they pretended to care about us .

When i tried so hard to hold onto friends , they didnt grab my hands . They love to come and go as they like . I shall delete the word ' Friends ' in my dictionary .

Cheers . Goodbye friends .

An event held by Twister at Hougang Mall . The ' Style for Stars ' is the event name and its about searching for new stars . Every month , Twister will pick out those that have the ' star ' looks out of the people that visited them . 5 guys and 8 ladies are there to be the best . 2 of the guys are from my seconday school .

The top votes from the guys and ladies will have a contract with Jack Neo for 1 year and the champions for the guy is really handsome and the ladies one is really beautiful . Their hair was styled by Twister and turned out good . Never regret going Hougang Mall to watch !

Im also interested in their new Monsoon Hair Academy . They provided good training too and the famous hairstylist Addy Lee will be training the students too . Its either Kimage or Monsoon !

Im offically out of TP !

I went to HougangMall today to check out the stage set up by Monsoon Twister . Thanks dada for telling me that ! The stage background was ' Style For Stars ' and i think they are having a hairshows done by Twister Hairstylist for the Superstar people .

Its on the 13th Jan 1pm at HougangMall , and yes im very interested in it . I will be going to take a look of the hairstylists over at Twister . From what i heard from friends and forumers that visited Twister , most are giving bad comments . They were saying that the hairstylist gave too much bad comments to the customer and reluntant to follow what they wanted .

I just found a forum that discuss everything about our hair .
http://www.flowerpod.com.sg/forums/index.php?s=ede30ddf37ca717b18ebd905094e5c89&showforum=6
If you are in there , there is one thread talking about Kimage . I can see lotsa people are very into Kimage hairstylists like Edmund and Erwin from Funan branch and Ceilia from PS Prestige . There are so many hairstylists and i really believe that Kimage is the school that im going to and i wont regret it !

HAHAHA this picture is cool man , and it really made my day ! These few days had been on my bed with terrible flu , cough and fever man . Friends please do take good care of yourself man and dont end up falling sick since school already started !

Coming to think of it , FOW / FOC are coming in 2 months time . Hopefully i can attend as OTC had been a good one . TAN YEE PING , you did well in camp ! A good leader i THINK . =x

If the hero, never comes to you
If you need someone, you’re feeling blue
If you wait for love, and you’re alone
If you call your friends, nobody’s home
You can rum away, but you can’t hide
Through a storm and through a lonely night
Then I’ll show you there’s a destiny
The best things in life, they are free

But if you wanna cry: cry on my shoulder
If you need someone, who cares for you
If you’re feeling sad, your heart gets colder
Yes I show you what real love can do

If your sky is grey oh let me know
There’s a place in heaven, where we’ll go
If heaven is, a million years away
Oh just call me and I’ll make your day
When the nights are getting cold and blue
When the days are getting hard for you
I will always stay by your side I promise you, I’ll never hide

But if you wanna cry: cry on my shoulder
If you need someone, who cares for you
If you’re feeling sad, your heart gets colder
Yes I show you what real love can do

Do anyone believe in dreams ? I always wanted to passed the night as fast as possible when nightmare came . But yesterday was the night that i dont want it to move .

Hand in hand , walking by the trees .

You and me .

Goodness LOL im in love with that dream .

Hope my dream come true !

LogComm went back to school on the 26th Dec which is known as the boxing day .
Went to clear some stuffs in meeting rooms and the sport complex . Dinner-ed and movie-ed at TM , Fish and Chip and Charlotte's Web are nice !

On Bus27 to TP

Zhi Ran Jiu Shi Mei !

Going crazy while moving stuffs .

She always wanna find trouble with me!

This is cool when we realise all the guys brought umbrellas!
Except Victor =/

Had a Surprised Cake for Wesley HO SI !
I think he's tear-ing soon haha !




Had tons of fun in TOYrUS!

I present you the Head of LogComm!
Victor
" Da Bangalah "
=x

OTC 06/07 ended quite smoothly with 6 old birds present . More than 3/4 of log comm and
the heads are new to logcomm . Things were damn messy on the 1st and 2nd day when
Victor ( LOGcomm Head ) does most of the things because he dont know how to spilt the manpower we had .

AhFat and Tiang came on the 2nd night and took us for supper and even told Victor to let the old birds plan the 3rd day water game because we are more experienced than him . With the help of dada , chewy , justin , wesley and xiaotoot , the 3rd day went very smoothly . I believed everyone in LOGcomm had learnt quite alot of stuffs to apply on FOW/FOC !

Hope to see everyone there !

1st 3 pic are LOGcomm 06/07

OTC 06/07

Programmers!

Dada sweeping half of the room

Me , Hannah , Vivien






During the camp , Hannah took my black hairband and exchange for her pink one . So that's the christmas present i got it from her . Today just went to exchange present with dada and i got a calender . I like it very much man . Hope you love my present too !

Orientation Training Camp is just less than a day away . Finally i can get to see all my old camp friends and know new friends . I enjoyed all camps in the school so far i and bet this one will be another good one . Let the fun begin !

Camp is from 20th - 23th and i will miss all my friends esp. li , GinA , Ling and alot others !

This will be the last camp i will be having in my poly life . Let it be a good one .

The theme of this year christmas presents to my friends are DIY !
Im spending most of my time these few days to make presents for my friends and playing mahjong . I lost alot money T.T

Badmintion-ed at TP with Ray , Cs and cong and the rain while going home made the
fever come to me . Better pray hard i recover before OTC ! Camp!

Finally i met up with GinA mei to go out ! It has been so long that since we last met .
We went to Cathay to buy the something and wow , $*** hahah ! Finally had a good dinner at Bedok85 . Meals wont be so good without you . =D

Today was like not right , the feeling is just bad . When i demanded for the computer to use , my brother talked back and shout at me . He said i dont wan study and dont want to work and still demanding here and there . It hurts deep down . Tears rolling down my cheeks and i told him i was such an useless person . Im not a good brother and son in my family . Im being look down on , im still pissed and sad now . They dont mean anything to me now , not even a single thing .

Congrats on the POP for AhTan , it has been long since we met . 3 months just passed by pass with a blink of eye but not to forget , you still have 1year and 7months to go . HAHA good luck ! Supper was at Jalan Kayu with ahtan , rina and dada at 10pm . As usual , rina is always late LOL . It's nice to catch up with you people anyway , hope to meet again soon !

Night was dark and raining tonight , but i still met up with dada after her tan-ing and new hair rebonding at hougang mall for dinner . Those pictures can show the new hair of dada and i have to say , she's looking younger . Somehow somewhere look like those cute little kids in seconday school . She sure look fresh now with a new hairstyle and a new look means a new beginning . x)

Chatted for a sometimes while she having her dinner and catching up with her is always so fun . Hope to chat again soon la !

Dada : In life what sometimes appears to be the end is really a new beginning .




Sunday was accompanied by guolong to town to look for one book in KinoKuniya . The book is the above one and some pages inside in . It teaches us how to style girls hair and seriously its worth it ! $25 T.T okay im broke now haha .

After that we went to Cathy to look at diamonds because i got a $100 vouncher off and manage to find some nice one . Some are expensive but due to the 70% promotion and can stack up using the vouncher , all became so cheap to me . I will go down again to buy soon !

Recently i posted that dada pass her TP and im honoured to be her 1st passenger on board ! Other than her parents of course . On the way to school , she went the wrong way when that was the route she took since her first day in TemasekPoly ! Goodness lah dada .

Went to lounge to join Log Comm for this coming OTC and met Ray for lunch . We HappyFeets-ed at TM ! Anyway , we took bus to TM cos dada said TM parking slot is to small , hard to park . I now wonder how she pass her driving . We still can take picture while she driving , this prove she is not concentrating ! Haha .

Anyway she sent me and ray home , and seriously her driving is good ! She drive carefully and sent us back home in one piece . Thanks dada ! Hoping for another outing with ya ! x)

I wanna congrats GinA mei and Dada for passing their traffic police exam ! Now they can offically drive a car , and it is such a small world that both of them are in the same slot .

CONGRATS !!

People are asking why are they not seeing me in school since the new semester starts and yeah , i decided to withdrawn from my course in TP last week . Although its a hard thing to do but i hope im doing something right .

Since secondary 4 , i was wondering if i wanna persue my dream and passion or follow singaporean style and go into a poly . At the end of O lvl , i had one of my greatest regret in life which is going into a a course in TP which i got no interest in . I went to TP for the sake of going poly and my friends . I struggle through my exams and im faring very badly for each exam i took . Since Sem1.2 i had been thinking if i wanna drop out and take the course i wanted but i was too afraid to open my mouth and do it .

Finally in Sem2.2 , I made the decision to withdraw from TP on the 3rd week . I had great advice from a lecturer of mine . She ask why i wanted to withdraw and after explaining that i got totally no interest here , and told her that my passion is to go for hairdressing . She told me to go for it , when there is no point spending money on poly and getting the cert but we dont use it when we grad when we go out to work . My decision was made on that day .

Most of my friends said that im like a idiot spending money in poly but leaving it without a cert and some even insulted hairdressing . But still , i decided to move on and hoping its a correct path in m life . Im glad that there were 3 friends of mine that are supporting me , and these friends are what i called true friends . Such little encouragement from them motivated me even more . One even said that im brave enough to persue my dreams which most teenagers dont . Thanks Marilyn , Diana and Ling . =)

For now , my plan is to get into the 2007 army intake and after my NS is done , i will persue my dream either in Kimage Hairdressing School , JeanYip Academy or Monsoon Academy for Diploma in Hairdressing . Someday , i hope that i will become a top-notch stylist .

Im already on the way to my dream and passion .


Beautify the world with Beautiful People

Misses ! Aww , a sweet kiss !

I had a good lunch with my beloved pohsuan on thurday break . She skipped her lecture to join me in lunch and i am really touched .
It has been ages since i met her and i remember that she was my date on valentine day =D . It was so great catching up with her ! As usual , she looks sweet with her 2 deep dimples . My dimple is defeated lol ! 1 hour of break is not enough so lets date out again soon !

No one , not in my situation , can appreciate my feeling of sadness at this parting . To this place , and the kindness of these people, I seems to owe them everthing . I desire so much to hold to every friends i had , but this just make me lost all my friends . For every friends i made , i gave all my trust to them but most seems to betray the trust . Rather , they turn out to be some 'friends' trying to make use of me . They took my friends away from my hands , and here i am , standing alone .

I know friends do come and go but why are the ones going away are the ones that i trusted most . This may be a stage of growing up but its really too much for me to handle . Why not just give me all the pain that you all are giving me at one go , please go off at the same time . I rather have no one in my life than to see each and everyone i trusted leaving me . I dont understand why friends look down on me , insult me , and whatever i do cannot be compare to them . Just leave fast alright . I cant take it with tears rolling down every night .

.. What loneliness is more lonely than distrust ?

I lived without feelings and emotions for this whole week ;

I swear like no other people business ;

I hurted alot of people ;

I lost them .

Sorry .